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HAHAHAHAHAHA [Feb. 25th, 2010|01:07 am]


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(no subject) [Feb. 23rd, 2010|11:59 am]
Why is there snow falling from the sky in Austin, Texas?!!! It isn't just a little bit of snow either but a lot a bit of snow! THE FAT SNOW!!!! Now I will have to drive in it when I go to work and I'll be stuck behind a bunch of people who have no idea what they are doing and it will take me even longer to get to work than normal! ARGH!!!! GO AWAY SNOW! YOU ARE NOT WANTED IN TEXAS!!!
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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2010|01:51 am]
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(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2010|03:32 pm]
Oh, boy! Lent! A wonderful time for self reflection, strengthening relationships with God, and cleaning out the messes in life. A reminder that at the end of all that is bad and painful that there is something wonderful waiting at the end...preferably with chocolate and candies. hahaha. Not really. But yeah,  I love the Lenten season. Except for all those crazy sea food advertisements on television. Just because you aren't "supposed" to eat regular meat doesn't mean you should stuff yourself full of shrimp, lobster, and fancy fish. What is the real point in that? I won't even go into that. It is just too frustrating. Stupid restaurants and trying to make money off of something that is suppsed to be spiritual. But yeah. I am done. Seriously.

I should be starting my new job soon. I am very excited about that. Can't wait to be a Blizz person. Well, I can but I am just looking forward to medical insurance so I can refill my anxiety meds as well as my asthma meds. I am looking forward to a dental plan to make my lovely smile ever more wonderful.   401K plan to start retirement funds since people seem to be getting screwed over in their older years. I want to make sure I am taken care of as well as any family that may come from me. PAID VACATION!!!!! 'Nuff said. So yeah, I am looking forward to my new job.

On the home front...nothing is really going on. I am just making it through and enjoying what I can. watching Heroes and Farscape.

I went to a club for the first time ever in my life. It was everything I expected it to be. Shitty music and a bunch of drunk people rubbing their pelvises on each other. But I was in a lesbian club. It was an interesting experience. Mostly because I had never been to a club in general. It seemed a bit more tasteful than I had imagined but it was still very awkward. Clubs are loud and play poopie music. The end.

Other than that. I have nothing else to say.

Have a good day and enjoy the reflection season.
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(no subject) [Feb. 13th, 2010|01:03 pm]
Today is a day the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad!
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(no subject) [Feb. 10th, 2010|05:13 pm]

I got a job at Blizzard Entertainment!!! I am amazing! 10.50/hr is so much nicer than barely making anything with two jobs! Oh happy day!

I'm just really excited. Now I can save up to go back to school and to pay off some of my debts that my mom put me in. Obviously she will never keep her word and pay me back so...Yeah. It is time to stop relying on others and to move forward taking care of myself by myself. When you depend on others you only get let down. And now I am in a position where only I can let myself down! It is rather freeing!

Gotta go sell some bras. Still gotta work my other jobs until the training classes start. It's cool, though. I don't mind knowing I have something wonderful waiting for me ahead.


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How? [Jan. 25th, 2010|02:02 am]
[Current Mood |lonelylonely]

She eagerly waits for a letter that will never come.
Her eyes fight the sleep as the sun sets into shades of reds, purples, and then black. Nothing again. Patiently she holds on to a dream that is nothing more than a delusion. The pride she felt the day he left was enough to build her confidence and to fuel her dream. His smile as he climbed aboard the bus gave her a shiver of excitement and a hunger to feel his skin against hers again; to feel his lips hard against hers and to feel the love they had shared so many nights as the rain fell outside.  She places her hand on her stomach and feels the sudden tap of a tiny foot.
He is growing restless.
The tears begin to well again in her eyes. They stream down her cheeks streaking them black and blue from the make up she had worn that day. The make up she had put on for him. She waited at the bus stop until the last scheduled stop had long passed.
Why isn't he here? What if something happened to him? I have to see him.
The baby gave another gentle kick and it stopped the tears. She rubbed her soft hands against her stomach and sang a light lullaby.
She waits for an explanation.
Something must have delayed him. He wouldn't just leave me waiting...would he? Where could he be?
The fear began to creep into her mind again. Logic was singing its song of broken hearts and shattered dreams again.
I am only 16. I can't do this alone. He will be back soon, right? She asks herself with a doubt that shakes her very being.
People come back from war all the time. And God wouldn't leave me alone with a child would he? Not when I have so much love to share. He was only delayed. I'm sure I will hear something soon. He loves me!
With that last thought a disturbing voice crept into her head and asked a question she would have given anything to ignore.
How can you be sure he loves you? How do you know?
I know!


So lately I have been feeling inspired to actually sit down and do creative things with my free time. I don't know who really reads this or who cares but I think I might steal an idea from Josh and try to post a short piece of writing every couple of days. I don't say everyday because I know I won't write everyday. I work a lot. But I think it is time I start to discover what I have hidden inside. What I can create out of my experiences and out of my imagination. I used to write all the time. I wanted to be a writer so badly that it used to make me cry. But I got discouraged and got scared. I hid it all away. My talent and my passion. And well...my grammar isn't the best so sometimes I am embarrassed to have anyone read my stuff but I don't need to be anymore. I have something to share and I will share it.
Please feel free to give any type of feedback. Again, I will just be writing tiny snippets of things in order to get inspired and disciplined.

That's really about it. I have a few days off so that is nice. I am looking forward to sleeping and relaxing and resting my back.
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2010|11:01 pm]
I have just been hired to be a comic book editor! I have a friend here who just published his first comic. It's really good, too. But the person writing it does not know when to use your, you're or there, their, and they're as well as then vs. than so I told him I would read through it for typos like that so his comic could be more professional and he agreed and now I can say I am a paid comic book editor.

It is really fun!
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(no subject) [Jan. 9th, 2010|03:09 am]
So Anthony and I went to see Daybreakers tonight and well...it was a really good movie. Don't really know what else to say. I'll make a more extensive post once I get some free time to actually sit down and write down the crazy crap that has happened to me. I swear...I have a curse or something because I had a lot of weird shit happen this week. Will elaborate more on that later. But go see Daybreakers. It's a good movie.
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Blizzard Ball [Dec. 19th, 2009|01:28 pm]
[Current Location |My room]
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Current Music |Dirty Little Secret]

Last night I got to do something that was tons of fun. My roommate Dave works for Blizzard and last night was their Christmas party. After much begging and because Dave was going to go alone anyways, I got to tag along as his +1. It was a formal event so I got to put on my new 12$ dress and make myself look like a princess. It was loads of fun.
There was karaoke, dancing, really shitty music, and a huge hotel ball room full of gaming nerds. It was really exciting. Kind of like prom only without the girls crying in the hall ways and no one was being mean...I mean, come on; it was a room full of gamers. So anyways, I got to eat delicious food, dance with people I didn't know, and just have a good time for once.

This season has been very rough on me. Between moving back to Texas and working shitty jobs all the damn time along with my hatred for the holidays anyways, I just have been feeling really discouraged. I never get to go anywhere or do anything because I don't know anybody here, really and because I work so freakin' much that I never have any time. It has been really lonely in Austin and I have had some pretty down moments.

I had to go see a counselor because of some of my actions lately and my brother and Shauna made me go. I guess it helped but I still feel depressed.

Which is why last night was so much fun!! I got to feel like a human again. I got to actually interact with people and see people I haven't seen in forever, and just get out of the house and my work place. And this post wouldn't be complete with out me making my narcissistic comment: I looked very VERY pretty last night and got a huge ego boost from being a goddess amongst the world of warcraft nerd boys. hahahaha. Sometimes, it feels good to be reminded that you are a pretty girl. I haven't felt good about my self in a while. But last night I had on my red strapless dress with the black lace, my hair straight and clean, my make up done just right, my dancing shoes, and my Hello Kitty ear rings! Because as pretty as I was let's face it...it's not really me to dress up without something being slightly off and well...I wore my formal wear with my silly hello kitty ear rings.

I had a really fun time for the first time in a super long while so it was nice. Apparently we are dressing up for my birthday party as well...Shauna planned something big but I have no idea what other than that the attire is formal/cocktail and that karaoke will be involved!

I know no one really cares about that stuff but like I said, sometimes you just need an ego boost and to share your fun with someone...even if they don't really care. I looked amazing and had tons of fun.

Pictures to come soon.
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