||[Oct. 17th, 2012|04:23 pm]
Yesterday, life was really hard. I woke up and it was like I couldn't even function. All I wanted to do was cry. My brain thought of nothing. I moved through the day in a haze. It was rough.|
I hate when this happens. It doesn't happen very often anymore but it still happens from time to time. The inability to socialize or do my job. I'm not even able to get enjoyment out of anything. I just sit and stare and cry.
Today was a little better. I actually had a bit of fun with myself. Went shopping and got some sewing done on my halloween costume. But it still is really hard. My chest is tight and aches. My thoughts are kind of blank. I wish I knew how to stop this. It's maddening. Terrible thoughts go through my head and I'm constantly on the brink of breaking down.
But I guess life is sometimes like that. Things happen and they really hurt. I hope to get past this soon.